searching for true love

when we broke up, i just realize it's over,i was in for sleepless nights of agony, hours of weeping until tears refused to come, i would have to face the aching, desperate loneliness of walking into a crowd, full of strangers with no one to hold, no strong arms to gently rest my back and give me security - i was alone.i had made incredible sacrifices in an attempt to somehow cling to every short lived dating relationship that came my way, i had given pieces of myself to the man that came into my life, pieces of my heart, my emotions and my body but after that.. it always end. and the pain was inevitable. every time i felt it, it was like something precious was being violently ripped from inside of me.i yearned to be loved and cherished, i always dream of having a perfect love story for my entire life,but somewhere in the midst of the endless cycle of one temporary romance after the next, my dreams had shattered right along with the broken heart." god where are you in this? my heart cried silently.. i am your child, all my life, i have longed for something beautiful, i have searched for true love. does really a pure and perfect romance ever exist in this dark crowd and perversion and sin, should i even dare to dream of something beyond the shallow, meaningless cheap version of love I've known so far?"then came a soft tugging upon my heart, suddenly i saw and somehow knew that my life did not need to be this way and that god had something better for me, it was almost as if God himself as if was reminding me
".. i am the author of true love.i am the creator of true romance..."a quiet challenge deeply touch my heart, my spirit that moment as if god was standing before me, with tears of boundless love in his eyes whispering to my heart...."you have searched for true love in your own way, i want a script of a beautiful tale just for you but first, you must trust me with the pen of this precious area of your life and will you let me write your love story?... "
if you will trust him enough to give him the pen of your life you are in for a journey that will forever spoil you from the ordinary. it's a journey that will discover perfect love and pure romance as it was truly intended it to be...